i cant sleep..........

what do you do when you cant express yourself well.. you keep quiet.

what to do...

PISSED. I AM FUCKING PISSED!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


dont ask me what happen.
dont ask me why.

because i wont explain anything.
i just want to express my emotions.

Someday when I read this I may have forgotten why I AM SO PISSED.
BUT thats how things are supposed to be.

I’ve been trying to lose weight for quite some time.

Every time I lose a kilo or two, it will bounce back a kilo or two.

What’s worse is that I’ve no time/too lazy to exercise. .

It’s so difficult!!

Sigh.



I feel like there are many things to sigh about at this phrase of my life.

I had a very weird dream this morning.
It’s weird in a good way because I like part of it.

Think I’m going to sleep earlier tonight.
I want to dream the same dream but with some changes.

Feel so bored now.
I've been staring blankly at my book for hours.
Nothing goes in.

..............................

My life feels kind of stagnant at the moment.
I need some spices.
Anyone wants to do something 'crazy'...
Let me know. We can think of what to do together :)

I feel so tired now.

Not that I did a lot of stuff today.

But Im tired. Yet there are so many things I need to do.

Study, read, research, writes report and essays.

Sigh.

Today is the last day of Chinese new year.

Not much ang bao for me this year.
As my age increase... my ang bao decrease... sad.

Tomorrow is the start of school. Even sadder.

Either way, today is a good day. :)

It’s February!!

Ten more days to Chinese New Year.
Not that I want to start counting down.
But the days pass soooo fast!

Since Saturday my internet was down.
Until today the service man came!
Hooray to that guy!

To show my gratitude,
I gave him two 2 packs of real cool, thirst quenching, honey white tea. :)
The weather is so hot.

Anyway, finally.
For the past 4 days I lived like a cave man.
No usual drama series, my Korean and Taiwan varieties, Heroes, Vamp diaries, Seeker~
Ohhh god. I almost died.
But I survived :)
By reading.


Lesson noted: One should have many many different hobbies.

I am studying.

Time is running out.

No motivation at all.

My mind is blank.

My brain is empty.

Gonna place my notes under my pillow when I sleep.

Maybe the words will go into my brain.


When is the last time I chat with you?