~ Shiroi ~

2010-09-07T03:27:00.001+08:00

i cant sleep..........

2010-08-19T20:21:00.001+08:00

what do you do when you cant express yourself well.. you keep quiet.

2010-06-06T06:33:00.001+08:00

what to do...

2010-05-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

PISSED. I AM FUCKING PISSED!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

@&$(*_&!F(*!%*&($*(!$!*$(&)!(*$@*$!)(*$)*$(!*$C!$C(
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

dont ask me what happen.
dont ask me why.

because i wont explain anything.
i just want to express my emotions.

Someday when I read this I may have forgotten why I AM SO PISSED.
BUT thats how things are supposed to be.

2010-04-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

I’ve been trying to lose weight for quite some time.

Every time I lose a kilo or two, it will bounce back a kilo or two.

What’s worse is that I’ve no time/too lazy to exercise. .

It’s so difficult!!

Sigh.

I feel like there are many things to sigh about at this phrase of my life.

2010-04-03T21:27:00.003+08:00

I had a very weird dream this morning.
It’s weird in a good way because I like part of it.

Think I’m going to sleep earlier tonight.
I want to dream the same dream but with some changes.

Feel so bored now.
I've been staring blankly at my book for hours.
Nothing goes in.

..............................

My life feels kind of stagnant at the moment.
I need some spices.
Anyone wants to do something 'crazy'...
Let me know. We can think of what to do together :)

2010-03-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired now.

Not that I did a lot of stuff today.

But Im tired. Yet there are so many things I need to do.

Study, read, research, writes report and essays.

Sigh.

2010-02-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of Chinese new year.

Not much ang bao for me this year.
As my age increase... my ang bao decrease... sad.

Tomorrow is the start of school. Even sadder.

Either way, today is a good day. :)

2010-02-04T01:25:00.002+08:00

It’s February!!

Ten more days to Chinese New Year.
Not that I want to start counting down.
But the days pass soooo fast!

Since Saturday my internet was down.
Until today the service man came!
Hooray to that guy!

To show my gratitude,
I gave him two 2 packs of real cool, thirst quenching, honey white tea. :)
The weather is so hot.

Anyway, finally.
For the past 4 days I lived like a cave man.
No usual drama series, my Korean and Taiwan varieties, Heroes, Vamp diaries, Seeker~
Ohhh god. I almost died.
But I survived :)
By reading.

Lesson noted: One should have many many different hobbies.

2010-01-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

I am studying.

Time is running out.

No motivation at all.

My mind is blank.

My brain is empty.

Gonna place my notes under my pillow when I sleep.

Maybe the words will go into my brain.

When is the last time I chat with you?

2010-01-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

My New Year resolution:

4. Meet up with sokwah

:D

2010-01-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

Its 2010!

Time to write some shit.

My New Year resolution:

1. Cut my hair

2. Earn more money

3. Lose some weight.

4. and more...

People give me some suggestions??

2009-10-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

i've changed.

somehow.

sigh.

2009-09-30T01:12:00.002+08:00

Sunday -

Celebrate ed's birthday with xt and fab.
Watch White out. It was ok.
Glad that ed enjoyed the day.

Monday -

Teach tuition.
Watch Fame with xt at night.
It is awesome. I love it.
xt is all over asher book.
I laugh damn hard at the stupid and small boob part.
It’s equally evil. :]

Tuesday -

Study day.
Not in the mood.

I WANT THIS......

It’s gorgeous.

2009-09-26T20:41:00.002+08:00

plan, plans......
I have lots of plans.

exams are finishing soon.
there are so many things that I want to do.

feeling weird.

2009-08-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

im having a tough week.
midterm tests, quiz, film presentation.
and im having fever since monday.
now i cant speak properly.
presentation is on friday.
i want to die.

but despite all this, i felt very fortunate.
grateful for what I have now.

I love my mum.
I love my dad.
I love my sister.
I half love my brother :)

2009-07-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

someone changed number without me knowing.
i only message him once a year.
but it has been eight years.
i'm not really surprise or upset actually.
but it made me think.

I cut my hair~
the front is a little shorter then usual.
not really use to but i like it.

mom and dad say there isn’t any difference at all.
but my sister notices it instantly.

happy.

or not.

2009-07-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

went to sun yan zi's concert with daddy.
im impressed by her.

but i still like jason mraz's style better.

good day.

2009-06-25T22:13:00.004+08:00

ARGH!

There are so many things to do but so little time!!

School is starting next Monday.
And my schedule is already packed with the timetable and tuitions!

And the most serious problem I am facing now is I do not know how to break the news to the mothers that I do not want to teach their son anymore.

I've tried.

But they find all ways to ask me about my timetable and try their best to squeeze in a time slot for their son.

The worst part is I feel bad not being able to teach the student any more.

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I MISS THOSE DAYS.

Cycle or sun tan.
Super duper relaxed.

2009-06-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Watched Drag me to hell today.
The movie is Awesome, Gross and ridiculously Funny!
I did scream the hell out but am laughing at the same time.

It’s highly recommended for the daring souls. lol

2009-06-15T11:40:00.004+08:00

Watched Ghost of girlfriends past last night
with xtt ed fab and bert.
The movie is nice. Enjoyed it.
Met jy watching the same movie.

Got scared, killed, and stepped on a cockroach.

Had a good night. :)

2009-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mummy!
I love your cake and presents.

I want to watch Drag me to hell.
who is free and daring enough to watch with me?

2009-06-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

I went to watch Hannah Montana with my sis today.
The movie is very nice.. but don’t think boys will like it.

Met Edwin at ehub gio sales atrium.
Seriously I didn’t know the sale is there :)

Overall I had a great day.

2009-06-04T08:12:00.013+08:00

Good Day.

Watched Monster vs. Aliens 3D with xtt yesterday.
The movie is super funny hilarious interesting.

And seriously at certain angle and certain view,
the blue colour Bob looks like shiwei.

Ends Bad.

You may keep everything to yourself.
I want nothing from you.
And eventually I'll want nothing to do with you.

2009-05-28T23:26:00.004+08:00

Its Graduation Day!

The only thing I regret is to tie my hair today
and look like shit in all the pictures.

OMG.

tsk. dont know if I want to post the pics.

2009-05-27T13:55:00.004+08:00

Its 5 mins before I go out for tuition.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately.
Maybe not just lately but even more recently.

Some changes have to be made.
I’m still deciding what they are.

So till then let's hope something good comes out of it.

2009-05-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

2009-05-23T03:23:00.003+08:00

I cried. and its still the same.

Nothing is going to change.
Nothing is going to get better.

The tears wont stop.

I want to stop thinking.
I want to stop hearing.
I want to stop feeling.
But I cant.

Everything just crash together
and I feel numb.

Crying doesnt help at all.
I dont even feel better.
And fuck it I just cant stop crying.

I dont know what I want.
And I dont want to talk about it.

2009-05-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tea Dot.

Chilled and studied at Tea Dot today.
The place was nice.

Keep seeing interesting people walk by.
The staff with laptop looks cute.

I have a plaster on my chin to cover the stiches.
Can you see it?

2009-05-03T21:34:00.006+08:00

went bowling with ed and xt last thursday.
I fell at the bowling alley on my chin.
I've gotten 5 stiches and I hope there wont be a scar. sad.
Thank you ed and xt for not panicing and helped me throughout =)

Anyway, Manhatten Fish Market lunch with xt last tuesday.
The ice lemon tea was fantastic.
The fish was great.

We love everything about it.

2009-04-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today xinting mentioned that my entries are too short.
Before the music even load she has already finish reading.
So I'm gonna post a super long entry just for you okay.

In case anyone likes my blog song, the title is My Favourite Book.
okay. I don’t know what to blog.

25 random things about me.

1. I can listen to the same song every hour every day for a week.

2. I love to observe people.

3. I’m learning japanese language currently and it’s getting difficult.

4. I don’t intend to get a driving license.

5. My favourite animal is tortoise and turtle.

6. I feel fine around dogs as long as they don’t smell or lick me.

7. I have known my soul mate for 9 years and I miss her now.

8. I hate moths and cockroaches especially the flying ones.

9. I have a thing for guys who are not afraid and can catch kill or smack the above insects.

10. I like to watch sad movies at home alone so that I can cry all I want.

11. I love to watch horror movies and get scared by it.

12. Seriously, I can cook. But I don’t like to bake cookies.

13. I prefer listening smiling laughing than talking.

14. I love my Dad a little more than my Mom.

15. I smile to myself even in trains whenever I listen to In the Jungle by Disney Lion King.

16. I love to sing and I like my voice.

17. I don’t like to cry in front of others even my family except my sister.

18. I listen to music over and over again just to differentiate out individual instruments used.

19. I love listening to drum set solos.

20. I’m a tutor now but I seriously suck at math.

21. I like to massage my mum's back or leg and listen to her talk. But not the nagging part.

22. I miss my project mate and poly friends and need a gathering really soon.

23. I keep quiet when I’m angry and kill the person with my eyes. Unless they don’t care else they are usually dead.

24. I like to brush my teeth.

25. I love shopping with that 153cm girl.

2009-04-26T23:46:00.008+08:00

I have always liked the drum set ever since I was in the band.
Back then my drum major plays it really well.
But he graduated when I was in sec 2.
I wonder if he can still play it.

Went out to celebrate bertrand’s birthday yest
with xinting edwin and fabian.
it actually falls on monday.

went to his house and saw his drum set.
It is damn cool! kakoii!
I never thought that I could see a drum set in a room.
Brings back lots of memories.

2009-04-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Handsome suit.
the movie was somewhat funny, somehow boring.

Bowling after movie. Im on form today. lol
My fingers hurt after the first game
but I still want to play..

Gonna queue for the free cone tomorrow~
Thank you Ben & Jerry.

Its going to be my first time queuing for your free cone.
Please give me a smaller scope.
My dentist says no sugar.

I wonder how long this blog can last.
Im changing back to hand written journal soon.
Theres so many things I wanna write.
But not many pple is reading this.

What am I saying.
Im crazy.
Im thinking.
Im dreaming.
I need to stop.
But I dont want to stop.

Blah.

2009-04-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

I never like going to the dentist.

Accompany my sis to the dentist today.
End up scaling myself.
The dentist was so not gentle at all.

Saying sorry is not good enough.
I don’t want to feel the pain. -.-

Anyway, I am very keen to learn mahjong now.
anyone free to teach me?

2009-04-15T01:09:00.005+08:00

I went bowling.
I went ice skating.
I watched movie.

whats next :)

I've just receive the letter to my graduation ceremony.

Im feeling a little lost.

what if I never get into any university.
what if I never get into nie.
what if I dont get to be what I want to be.

I've pinned up my hopes so god dammit high.
Im definitely gonna fall damn fucking hard.

shit.

2009-04-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

I have been dazing myself into deep thoughts these few days.

Anyway I have become what I want to be a Morning Bee.
Congrats me.

Does retail therapy works?
It does. (But the effect doesnt last long)

I feel so random.

I want to go bowling, ice skating and watch movies.
Anyone?

2009-04-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

im tired.

i feel tired.

just tired.

tired.

2009-04-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

I am a full time tutor now.

Currently I have 6 students.

P1, P3, P4, P6, S1, Grade 9.

And guess what?

All of them are boys.

I seriously don’t understand why. why?

Im not very familiar with P1 yet but he love chinese.

P3 is rather good in his english except he hates comprehension.

I think P4 looks cute and he is always eager to learn.

P6 needs to open his mouth and read louder.

S1 seriously need help and some efforts from himself.

Grade 9 is a 15 year old korean boy who is improving.

Im tired. gonna sleep now.

Bye.

2009-03-29T02:11:00.004+08:00

Some people forget what they have and thought that they had.

Some people are sensitive yet they dont know people around them cant breathe.

Some people thought they are trying their best but actually they are not.

Some people want to know how much other people do for them.

Some people never ask themselves how much they did.

Some people think that they understand but that is just what they think.

Some people dont even bother to understand and they pity themselves.

Some people commiserate for themselves before they even know the truth.

Some people dont even try to comprehend.

Some people are just so full of themselves.

Agree?

2009-03-27T10:41:00.002+08:00

I've been doing crazy things lately.

Called in to the radio station and told a secret of my own when i was young.
Called in to the radio station and sang my own song.

which im quite pleased that they like it.
and i won 2 movie tickets on april fool's day.

im showing off. lol

2009-03-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

I am still a night cat.

My current life is simply too boring to have anything to blog.
So far I have watched quite a few good movies.
Did a few small shopping.

Seriously need a whole new wardrobe.
Seriously need to sell my old wardrobe.

Need to get a part-time job (if not I may start to rot.)
Or get a few more tuitions.

Maybe I should go and learn something new.
But definitely not O-Hana.

I seriously dont understand why people will want to throw their money into learning flower arrangement. What is there to learn?! If there is anyone, please enlighten me.

hmmm. Maybe guitar?
Definitely not another new language.
I haven even finish my japanese.

Not driving. I dont know why but I seriously got no interest.

Please give me some suggestions?

2009-03-09T03:26:00.002+08:00

I had been sick for quite a few times over the past few months.

I hope to be able to not fall sick so easily.

So instead of being a Night Cat, I want to be a Morning Bee.

Look whose talking, blogging at this timing.

May I have the strength to fulfill my wish :)

2009-03-08T11:42:00.004+08:00

went to Jason Mraz's concert last thursday with xtt.

he is gorgeous.

his voice is perfect.

his dance is.. he shakes well. lol

totally mesmerized by him.

2009-03-05T13:08:00.005+08:00

received the letter.

I have Passed my English EPT :)

2009-02-28T22:23:00.003+08:00

the picture was taken on last wednesday near my house.

after a short drizzle..

i saw a giant Rainbow stretched across the sky.

its something so rare that it made me smile all the way home.

anyway, i went for the camp meeting today.

it is draggy.

but i really look foward to the camp :)

2009-02-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

1. What is your name : Weiting

2. A four Letter Word : What

3. A boy's Name : Wallace

4. A girl's Name : Wendy

5. An occupation : Writer

6. A colour : White

7. Something you'll wear : Windbreaker

9. A food : Watermelon

10. Something found in the bathroom: Water

11. A place : Washington

12. A reason for being late : Waiting for the train to move

13. Something you'd shout : what the fuck

14. A movie title : White Chicks

15. Something you drink : Wine

16. A musical group : Westlife

17. An animal : Weasel

18. A street name : Whitchurch Road

19. A type of car : -.- dont know la.

20. The title of a song : Walk Away

2009-02-19T03:35:00.002+08:00

took Japanese test on sunday.

went for Sun Tanning on monday.

had Fever on tuesday.

taught Tuition on wednesday.

bored now.
im gonna think of some new stuff for my holiday.

going for Pedicure tomorrow.

:)

2009-02-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

Its the end.

so happy.

no more IBM.

no more witch.

I do not hate the witch anymore anyway.

because I dont have to go back.

let bygones be bygone. lol.

might miss some of those times.

but im happy :)

2009-02-04T01:34:00.004+08:00

I cant wait I cant wait!!

8 more days left!!

there're so many things I want to do!!

Life has been so boring for me these days
that I have nothing to blog about at all.

But,

went over to Xinting's house last sunday.
Angel is very cute! and soft and fluffy~
Her new apartment is beautiful.

took the English EPT test on monday.
it was alright I think.
except the speech.
and my vocab suck.

I have to wait a month for the result.

so.

anyway there're so many things
I want to do after 13th.

so people, book your dates. LOL.

bye.

2009-01-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

13 days left.

looking damn foward.

2009-01-08T15:20:00.003+08:00

My days at IBM are getting miserable.
I feel that my office is worse than hell.

Though I've never been to hell..
but I bet its sweeter there.

Do you know why?

Because there is a WITCH in my department.
She is trying her best to torture me everyday.
Including my partner.

I think she'll be estactic if she could drink our blood.
you know like in the movies, drinking young girls blood to regain youth.

How should I describe her..
she is Tall.
she is Fat.
she is Big.
she looks Sly.
she looks evil when she laugh.
she is Demanding.
she doesn't care the fact that you're just an intern and should leave the office by 6pm.
she only Care for herself.
she dont know how to be Polite.
she Loves to show Attidude.
she has a BLACK face.

okay. Im seriously out of vocabs.
see for yourself people.

Okay. i've removed her picture.

it ruins my blog.

2009-01-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

im sitting in my office now.
reading, stoning and blogging..

my day in IBM starts from 9.30am.
but i always reach at time ranging from 9.40 to 10.

i have to set up my thinkpad once i reach the office
and normally i will go to the pantry and refill my bottle first.

10.15 should be the exact time i start doing work.

update my work calender, check the installation records,
generate the warranty, process the delivery orders and etc.

at around 12.30pm i'll go for lunch.
with rillen, jagen and michelle.

Roof is our favourite slacking place.
we're almost there everyday until 2pm
and we'll head back to office.

by 3pm normally, i will have finished all my work.
and i'll start to read, stone and at rare times like today,
blog.

between 3 to 5.45, there will be of course
intervals of replying emails, assign jobs to engineers

and if im lucky that day,
an engineer will come back to the office
and pass me a new installation record.

more jobs = time will pass faster.

however, there were also days..
when im just too busy and dont even have time for toilet.

working straight from 9.30 (minus the usual idling) to 3.30 (skipping lunch)
these were the days when i dont even notice its time to go home.

but i can predict more of these days are coming.
the 3 weeks b4 chinese new year..
i dont even want to think about it.

5.50pm i'll start to pack.. leave the office at 6.10.
and there goes another day ended at IBM.

2009-01-01T18:06:00.002+08:00

Its new year day.
Nothing special to me.

spent the day like any other day..
except.. my handphone is dead..

realised at 12 midnight
when i thought its so weird that no message is coming in..
haha.

okay. even though its nothing special,
but i still wish to have a great year ahead. =)

2008-12-01T01:38:00.011+08:00

Okay.
im still gonna post some pictures from china.

Topic: We Just LOVE Ourselves.

There are more.. but im tired alrd.

next time. bye.

2008-11-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

Im back from CHINA.
actually, was back on 14th Nov.
and im super lazy to blog.

I know i know that i say i'll blog my everyday in suzhou.
but cant help, im lazy.
too many pictures and too many Gossips. lol

Well, if you really need some info..
can go to xinting's blog :)

Anyway, i'v finished my disastrous FYP final presentation.
I've finished my FYP.

And im now attached to IBM for internship.
so far so good.

and im looking forward to thursday's movie session.
damn long never watch movie alrd.

bye.

2008-10-23T14:50:00.013+08:00

Day 4 in china and im super fucked up.

i cant login to msn today.
everyone else logged in.
why is it only mine cant?!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 1 - in plane.

I look weird. dont know why..

The view outside the window is damn nice.

Well, there's lots of movies.

But none interest me much.

so im back to Harry Potter.

This is when we reached Shanghai airport.

and im already in the bus heading for suzhou.

Our room.

Haix.. why i cannot sign in..

why why why why why why

okay. bye all.

2008-10-11T18:43:00.008+08:00

8 more days and i'll be in suzhou.
Having fun or suffering i keep you all updated.

Today im introducing my 2 project mate.

This is WenFang.

This is Miyun.

Tha Labs are always super cold.
so almost everyone is in winter mode.

so that's all.

2008-10-10T14:50:00.004+08:00

I feel so weak and useless.
Like for the past 2 and half years i haven learn anything.

wasting the fees
wasting the time
wasting my brain

Like the only thing that i know is complaining and blaming others.
why cant i just reflect on myself of how little things i've done.

I dont know what to do now.
I dont know what I want.
I cant think properly.

im bitching. fuck.

2008-09-28T22:51:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be the start of week 5 of my FYP.

3 more weeks and im flying off to Suzhou.

Miss me people.

Anyway, im introducing my table today.
the place where i sit from 8.30am to 6pm.
Monday to Friday.

This is the view of the Big Lab from my seat.

And this is my table.. ...

I know, you all are going to say 'what's that magazine doing there?'
But i cant be staring at the computer whole day right?

Im crazy.

Oh yes, there's one more thing i wanna show..

Xinting's favourite Fruit.
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Yellow Watermelon!!!

2008-09-15T10:16:00.010+08:00

Another BBQ on Friday.
celebrating weihao's birthday
which is actually on the 11th of Sep.

Took pictures but i look like shit in there.
so im not gonna post it. LoL

Went to Far east with janet on Saturday.
Saw a guy in the retail shop..
who is so so so My type.. HAHA
im infactuated over him now.

Then went to Cut my hair with xinting on Sunday.
jeff straighten my hair for the day.
told him we're going to take passport photos later on.

and we look like this..

So full of ourselves..

Okays.

thats all for my weekends.

BYE.

2008-09-07T13:43:00.005+08:00

I am sick.

Had fever, swollen eye, flu, cough and worst.. Tonsils Infection.
and i haven heal yet.
i wonder what deprived my health.

but anyway, im having my fyp now.
need to be in school from 8.30 to 6pm Everyday.
office working hours.
definitely killing me.

went shopping yesterday.
saw so many things that i like, but with so little cash.

okay. im lazy to post BBQ pictures.
so no pictures. lol

bye.

2008-08-29T03:22:00.006+08:00

BBQ on the 28 august (thursday)

it was fun..

first time didnt organize anything

nor prepare a shopping list for a bbq..

but it turn out right.

the weather suck.

made us move here and there.

we chilled out..

as in really Chilled out

because the wind was blowing so f...ingly strong.

will update the pictures went i get them.

2008-08-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

cold day.

feel so cold and lazy to wake up.
i just want to hide under my blanket.

but anyway, we were studying.

blah.

I wish i could wish you the way i want to wish.

2008-08-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Good day.

i have got exam tomorrow.

Just want to show you all the latest High Waist Fashion.

can be done with school uniform as well.

Bye.

2008-08-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

I am so so Obsess with a korean variety now.

Title: We Got Married

go watch in Crunchyroll.com

super funny.

2008-08-11T16:16:00.012+08:00

my Sunday :)

Had japanese class ealry morning.
the jap class sucks i tell you.
really dont like relief teachers.
miss my Ando Sensei so much.
he better come back next week,
else im going to demand for a refund..

went to meet Janet after that..
pretty?
she got boyfriend loh..
no chance.. haha!

we went shopping at bugis..

that place like changed so much.

think too long never go there le.

got lots of new shops..

Okay, caught up soo many stuff with her.

everytime we meet its like we have so many things to update each other.
a few hours is definately not enough!

both of us are so busy currently.

but we'll squeeze out time. :)

went to my Auntie's house later at night.

This is Jovial and Deon.

my phone is lousy i know.

but the lighting suck too okay.
.

My sister.. in the front seat of

my Cousin-in-law's Honda Convertor.

the car is Super Cool!
.

My Cousin on the other side. haha

we were waiting for traffic when drove beside us..

Its really cool seating in the car..

with the wind blowing so hard.

cos he drives super fast as well.

but please dont open the top again next time..

the wind tangles and mess my hair.

bye all.

2008-08-07T17:41:00.007+08:00

feel so lazy to blog these days.
anyway, im going to update some stuff.

Remember I said I want to find the suicide bunnies
that represents siti and sokwah?
here they are.

This bunny here is Siti.
Always trying to squeeze out all her brain juice.
she's vv.hardworking.

This bunny represents Sokwah.

Aiming to die.

dont know how to explain.

I just feel that its her..
.

.
.

Okay. Enough of the bunnies.

August is my exam month.

I dont like august.

but i might hate september more.

lets see.

my last night class..

xtt on the phone..

fie and me.

forgot when we took this picture.

but i like.

bye all.

2008-07-29T19:29:00.012+08:00

Hi all.

Today, im introducing the Suicide Bunny.
this bunny actually reflect many parts of our life.
the things that we do..

well, for example..

'waiting to die'
I feel that this bunny looks like me.

'planning to die'
this somehow i feel looks like xtt.

cheeky.

'play and die'
this looks like fie.

the unintentional suicide.

she's just playing.

ahem. sw. obvious. aha.

okays.

im still looking for bunnies that looks like my friends S & S.

Bye all.

2008-07-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

hello.

after 10 days..
my presentations are over.
but the exams are coming.

anyway, went to tekong last wednesday.
my last field trip.
got to know how the soldiers live there.
saw their bunk and how they train.

tried their virtual rifle training
and i aimed 5 out of 6. ha!
thats about all for my trip.

next i want to announce that im ITIL Certified.
you dont know whats ITIL right?
go find out yourself.

and stop saying i cannot handle incidents okay. haha

okays, i have a test tml.
and i haven study.

shinoo to omoimasu.
(im planning to die)

2008-07-18T01:55:00.003+08:00

I walked into my living room.
and i looked at my mum.

then i looked at my dad.
and suddenly i feel like crying.

dont know what happen to me.
getting so emo..

take a good look at your parents.
and you may feel that you want to treasure them more..

im so blonde this whole week.
now is my stress and tense period.
please let me get over this soon.

2008-07-15T22:14:00.005+08:00

Hi.
Bye.
Haha.

2008-07-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

jap class in the morning.
my sensei looks funny.
he got a new expression today.
im going to draw out.

then cycling with Janet at late noon.
drizzling abit but still fun.

Great day! :)

2008-07-12T02:35:00.008+08:00

Sentosa with xtt

went to the ulu tanjong beach.
and we got the whole beach to ourself.
wOoHoo!

See.

See.

See.

and the water is damn clear.

xtt practice jap

Ta Daa!

then i went shopping with tantan.

and now im sleepy.

night all.

2008-07-09T23:53:00.005+08:00

went to watch the stranger today..
the movie was so not nice.
i can only remember myself in a v.tensed
and ready-to-scream state.

but anyway.. :)

this is how my neighbourhood look like at night.

took this picture outside my corridor.

bye.

2008-07-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

im sick.

going to rest early today.

good night.

2008-07-05T02:34:00.003+08:00

I have just got to know a fact.
its my encounter with my brother's friend.
and you cant imagine how embarrassed i feel.
god damn LOL.

Recently, i have been thinking lots.
maybe not just recently, but even more.
Im thinking of the way i get along with people.

and sometimes i feel that dont express myself.
i dont know how.
so im going to blog them here.
without the names. find 'yours' okay?

To: someone-whom-i've-known
its been long since we've chat like the past.
and i really miss those times.
i know and can feel that we've drift apart.
but i need to let you know that i care
and you're a very important friend to me.

To: someone :)
You are a good friend.
and i know that we feel the same way for this friendship.
we need and know each other.
we just dont express often.
i hope this friendship will continue for a v.v.v.v.v.long time.

To: someone-someone
you are like a friend and a sister to me.
i like spending time with you.
sometimes i give really stupid ideas or opinions.
i hope you wont get bored of me. :)

To: you.
i think you are funny.
.. ... .. ...

To: you-are-really-someone
You dont express yourself either.
and for many things you are afraid
and kept them to yourself.
sometimes i dont understand you.
you may think that i dont like you,
but i love you.

To: that-someone-special
I really want to talk to you.
but i dont know how.
and i dont know what to say.
can you help me?

2008-07-02T21:24:00.014+08:00

Hi people,
im updating my school life.

Pet Phrase: " Im Cute "

this is xinting aka xtt.
she is fierce as usual.
see her glaring..

Pet Phrase: " Fuck "

this is shiwei.
obviously he is shy to take the picture.
but he still wants to peep.
.. Pet Phrase: " Im Hot "

this is fiza aka fie.
she loves to take pictures.
always smiling when facing my camera.
..
this is me.
im in my brother's room.
trying on his sunglasses.
..
And so far so good.

i bought my dress today.
love it.

okays. i got tests tomorrow.
wish me luck. :)

2008-06-29T20:05:00.010+08:00

Went to Sentosa with xtt last friday.
Im tanned now.
and i wanna play the combo rides.

We were lucky. the weather was v.good.

I love these two kids' style. Cute.

the beach essentials..

The pretty feets.. haha

I want that dress.

ps: im not gonna put your picture in my blog. :)

2008-06-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

woo hoo.
went to east coast today with xtt..

im so sorry im late again.
its the second time already,
i wake up at the time that we're suppose to meet.
and its always with her.
i dont know why. haha

anyway, im a lobster now.
especially my back, All Red.
everytime i go tanning,
i'll just turn red, then fair again..

i know its abit pointless like that.
but i like. lol

then we went to the Za Summer Camp!
it was.. okay. haha
but i doubt if i'll go again.
its like a once-is-enough-event.

oh yah,
How come we never take any pictures?!
haha.. totally forgot about it.
next trip must remember. bye.

2008-06-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

went to lots of places today.
i like you with me.
i like the gift.
i like you.

2008-06-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

I dunno what to blog
I dunno what to write

I just want to post something
Blah.

2008-06-12T01:58:00.004+08:00

I like both tortoise and turtle.

im so so glad i found a very old friend.
can i say we knew each other for 13 years?
but we never contact for 11 years.
and for those 2 years we were best friend if im not wrong.
are we?

i remember going to the house,
saw the guppies and the fighting fish.
played games which i cant remember what it was anymore.
used the shower, and we wore clothes of the same design.
then you amazed me by the fact that at that age,
most of the books you read are encyclopedia.
and then you disappeared, left me those memories.

im glad i found you.
im glad you remembered too. :)

2008-06-10T03:20:00.002+08:00

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

2008-06-08T17:54:00.002+08:00

holy shit

i just swallowed a chewing gum

someone please tell me i wont die.

2008-06-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

I am happy. :)

2008-06-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

all of a sudden..
i feel that i miss a lot of people..

miss a lot of moments together..
i dont really know how to express..

...

2008-05-30T21:33:00.015+08:00

Hi, this is week 7.
which means one more torturing week and i'll have my 2 weeks break.
looking damn foward to it, theres so many things i wanna do!

Ta Daa!
below is the picture of the 3 handphone accessories.

From left we have :

Piggy the Dog (ask the master why the name is piggy)

FuFu the Toufu (who i thot suppose to be a ice-cream)

BB the Bear (it is BB's evil master who named my ice-cream FuFu)

Piggy with Clorets the life saver

(and it must be ocean flavoured mints)

BB with Clorets the life saver

FuFu with Clorets the life saver

So as u can see, FuFu is always bullied by Piggy and BB.

However, FuFu is no weakling i tell you.

Heres Piggy, BB and FuFu resting in peace together with clorets.

okays, im done with the pictures.

after looking thru most of my picture folders, i realised that i dont really smile like the show-your-teeth kind of smile when taking pictures. and its all the same for so many years.

wonder if its good or bad. but who cares, like this i wont have smile lines on my face. Hohoho, i bet you have those lines~

2008-05-24T23:21:00.003+08:00

Last thursday, class ended at 9.30pm..
reach my block at around 10.30pm..

and then i saw this...

Funny right.. lol

2008-05-21T17:40:00.001+08:00

I dont care if your hair is blue or purple or pink..

You dont have to be cool,
dont have to be smart,
dont have to be tough,
dont have to be cute,
dont need to know everything all the time..

I just wanna be your friend. :)

2008-05-16T01:15:00.006+08:00

Yo, went to a field trip yesterday..
and Yes, its a field trip to Army Museum.
even though im already, *ahem* 20..

Some pictures to share..

Here's xinting who is busy playing Cooking Mama..

while sokwah sits quietly beside her..

Just you see what fie's holding and what's on her chest.. lol

and below, please don't ask me why my face is so blurred.
We're on a v.Bumpy ride..

sokwah i don't have your pictures! >.<

2008-05-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

Watched movie with xtt and fie today.
Dance of the Dragon, and it SUCK..
the whole movie was so slow and quiet.

but nevertheless, we managed to entertain ourselves
by laughing at the actors..

i highly recommend What happen in Vegas. :)

Lately, i've been thinking of some stuff..
like what will i change or do
if i can go back to the past..
but they are all useless thoughts really.

and stuff like shld i or shld i not..
shld we or shld we not..
feel so random. lol

school is still fine but the presentations are nearing..
Lets pray that everything can go smoothly~

2008-05-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

Just another ordinary day..

nothing special.
nothing important.

My day.

2008-04-25T17:28:00.020+08:00

You see to proof that my blog is not Dead..

Here is the happenings of my Two weeks..

Fiza's Hand explaining.. haha

Introducing: my life saviour ' Frozz Barley Mint '

and it must be BARLEY..

Xinting who seems to be concentrating,
but apparently, look closer to her screen
and see who she's chatting with.. ME.

And theres shiwei saying..

' Aiyo, why keep chatting!! '

' All wrong already lah.. '

' Tsk! '

xinting: ' Dont think im scare of shiwei okay! '

Fiza: ' Save me from this place~ '

After what Ive written above,
i know she just wants to eat me up..

I love this pictures.. cool right?

So this is the end of my week 2 in school, and networking is driving me crazy.. I really need to dig up my year 1 and 2 notes to refer.. Someone please save me.. Sokwah must be thinking im mad to have chosen networking because ' This girl dont even know how to Ping~ '

Tsk, but i know already okay chair stealer.. HAHA!

2008-04-14T21:42:00.004+08:00

todae's the first day of sch (yr 3)

nothing special except some new classmates..
but either way they are all familiar faces..

com skills was okay..
but the four hours straight of networking is definitely sucking my soul..

anyway, tats not what i wanna blog about..
what i wanna blog now is about 'RUSKS'.

what the hell is rusk?

i thot it means biscuit..
but i didnt know there's a deeper meaning..

after the four killing hours,
me fie and xtt agreed tat its definitely drying our lunch..

so when i finally reach my home station,
i went to buy some snack..
and the first thing tat caught my eyes
is the 'HEINZ Teething Rusks'
on the box it says 'To soothe tender gums'
'For All Ages from 6 months'

and i thot its the soft and melt in mouth kind..
However to my greatest frustration,
the stick almost break my teeth!!

its as hard as Rock.
i think they shld seriously change the name to teething rock..

i lost all my snacking mood
but considering the price, im nibbling it..

so friends, feel free to ask from me for samples..
im more than willing to share. :)

2008-04-13T23:41:00.008+08:00

Its BBQ day!!

we're so lucky tat the weather is so good..

and so lucky tat we've two girl guides~

one in charge of the fire...

The other is our BBQ chef!! haha

umm.. how about the other two??

one eating..

and the other playing with Fire~

haha.. actually we all play with the fire starter..

anyway, im starting school tml..
wish me luck with my new classmates!

2008-04-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

good day, good mood..

went window shopping..
first time booked bbq pit with ASX machine.

haha.. we made the decision so fast todae.
looking foward..

ps: if you're reading, thanx for helping me with the blog song :)

2008-04-05T19:39:00.005+08:00

I have been going out these few days.
short shopping trips to various places..

I know that i totally dont have room for anymore books,
but still i bought the book..
Little black dress series.. nice.

yest i came across this website,
its called the World Most Annoying Page Two.

dont ask me why is it Two...
because i cant find One.. -.-

http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/awesome.htm/

there you go, if you're free enough to try..

oh yah and by the way,
i changed my blogskin. lol
like its not obvious enough.

2008-04-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Plain day..

so fast im left with only ten holidays.
reading the 'Perfect Strangers'..

looking foward to receive call for job..
looking foward to shopping with xtt!

shopping shopping shopping~

2008-03-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

went to bugis with my sis just now..
and i met Angeline!!

umm.. when was the last time i see her?
three years ago?
its been so long..
we really should chill out sometime..

anyway, im happy today.. :)

2008-03-27T01:25:00.005+08:00

My World Spins Madly On..

even if im not moving,
even if im not listening,
even if im not thinking..

the world spins madly on... .... ...